Restlessness

That familiar restlessness has started to set in, again... Its been a while without it, and yet I recognize it perfectly.

It drives me crazy even on bright sunny mornings. Its like a daemon process running in my head that no amount of coffee can seem to kill. It grows on me day by day like Marley's chains.

No matter how much I loathe it, I have figured that its what takes me from one milestone to another.

I am heading somewhere...

Comments

Saya said…
How well I know this feeling. Except in my case, it has hardly been productive :))
5:32 AM
Lux said…
:-)
10:02 AM
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