My Life, A Cocktail

Little girls with their daddies Out at the coffee shop eating icecream Talking, laughing, spending time Times they'll cherish through their lives. The daddies are asking questions About school, and naughty boys They have soaring dreams For their little girl child The girls are feeling pretty Being pampered, and looked after They are telling stories That they'll remember years after. Looking at them, I'm thinking If only time could stop still If only I could watch them Be like this forever.....

The metal clanked as I lifted the lid I felt the inside with my hands The touch of thick paper Rises hopes I am hasty And struggle to get them all At once I hurt my hand But I don’t mind it I try to see the names… No, not this one… Not even this one… They are addressed to friends Whom I begin to hate instantly Until the last one falls down from my hands And wiping it I see my name Yes, this one’s for me Finally a mail from somebody I don’t care what it holds Perhaps a bill Or a credit card offer But that doesn’t matter Coz a moment has passed happy And that is what I live for… Passing moments… Happy ones…

On the swing Absolutely free I don’t believe in gravity.. At the coffee shop Always so busy I don’t believe I am lonely.. Writing my thoughts Being only me I don’t believe in society.. Walking with him Sweet and funny I don’t believe in conditionality.. Reading a book Silently I don’t believe in reality..

Today, when I went out in the night, to swing I looked up at the sky, and saw a little star wink I followed its friends, they made a question mark I don't know if it was intended, or if it was by chance.....

Swinging high I tried to see The world. Going up wasn’t success Neither going down a failure Somehow none of it mattered Coz in there was Just the air The sky The stars And me.

Sometimes I dream and it takes me away They say its a dream I am taught to believe so And so I discard thoughts That show me reality When I am sleeping. I feel and touch and smell Paradise Divinity. It would defy "The Rules" and so I cant accept what I find within me. And so I live on Forgetting, Everytime I awake.....